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An excerpt from The
Art of Fiction Writing: Lets
look at ways the Inner Critic blocks and confounds your writing. He or she may
insist you produce an outline before you begin to write. Or he may insist you
write only from your own life because, "How can you write about what
you dont know?" Or he might have you spending hours trying to find
the right word, or shifting around sentences until you find yourself in a quagmire
of grammar, thesaurus page-turning and general frustration. You
know the Inner Critic is at work when you look at the clock and discover youve
spent an hour on a single paragraph, worse a single sentence, and the computer
screen is mostly blank or the page is so scribbled on and crossed out and torn
from erasing, you cant read it anyway. Thats the moment when you throw
up your hands or crumble your page into a ball or press the delete button thinking,
"Who am I to think I can write? I cant even find the right word. Id
do better going to Adult Ed and taking a grammar course. God, Im stupid!" The
good news is thats not all of you talking; but it is a loud part
of you. After being with you most of your life, youd better believe your
Inner Critic knows how to push all your buttons. I have a very fierce Inner Critic,
and although I can put himher actually, my Inner Critic is a very destructive
feminine voicein her place more frequently than I used to, I still succumb
to her vile ways. My family, friends and students know that I periodically fall
into a song of lament. "Oh, God, Im never going to write again. This
time I know it for sure. Ive gone dry. Who am I to think anyone wants to
read my books anyway? What makes me think Im talented? Im stupid.
Stupid, stupid, stupid! I want to crawl into a pit and die." This
is not make-believe. These are my true ravings after a fierce Inner Critic attack,
and I have been laid low by such an onslaught for weeks, months, even years. But
no more. After concerted effort, I have learned to not only challenge but silence
my Inner Critic. You
can, too. The
first step is acknowledging his/her existence...
Where
Did the Inner Critic Come From? How do we defang them?
To find out more about
identifying and defanging your Inner Critic, order The Art of Fiction Writing
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