Fiction Writing ~ The Passionate Journey! The Blog of Writing Coach, Emily Hanlon

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Authors and the Internal Revenue Code

Here's an article you might find of interest.


Authors and the Internal Revenue Code
byLinda Lewis

http://www.eclectics.com/articles/taxes.html

Friday, October 21, 2005

A Writing Contest for the Winter Solstice!

From Emily Hanlon and The Fiction Writer's Journey!

Prizes and Inspiration!

Explore the contest at:

http://www.thefictionwritersjourney.com/Contest_Winter_Solstice_2005.htm

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Writing Anxiety

I never knew trying to write a novel would be this anxiety producing..how hard..how, well, I don't know the word yet. I'm definitely "with book" and there is somewhere in my head a "due date." Today I had worked my hour with Emily, and I needed to somehow decompress. The work had been hard. The content sensitive. If I could afford it, I'd keep Emily on phone for another hour discussing the hour before. Ha. But I can't afford, so....

I checked my e-mail; wrote two friends about writing anxiety, and called my boyfriend, asking, "Do you really think I could ever publish a novel." His response. "Why not?"

But still this kind of animal psychic pacing is hard. Being all churned up from reading material that is sensitive to me, personal, and also, sometimes creeping tentatively up to a place where I say, "Hey, that page was dam good."

I feel the need to just share this anxiety. This is the kind of blog I may regret writing tomorrow. But I know intellectually this is what a blog is for. To share the highs, lows, and the writing journey with all its strange doors, odd odors, and unpected noises in the night.

You know, people don't go public with inside things .Right? No, wrong. We have to write about sobbing, sexual attraction, bad dreams, and events that are raw and painful to share. And I've written about all those. Put them on paper, going public. Wow.

I hope someone responds to this blog. I'm curious about the level of anxiety for others. For me it comes and goes. Right now it's HIGH.

After finishing hour with Emily, I went to my workroom and pulled out my file with The Novel's pages in it. It's heavy. I'm going to have to use another file folder next time I file hard copy. And I felt very proud looking at all those pages. l can barely remember writing the first chapter, but it's my typing, my editing marks, all the little cross outs/ideas for improvement.

This is not Claire's fantasy of writing a novel, it's my real novel in progress...substantial progress.

I put it back in the file. Checked e-mail. (Please someone write me a prosaic post.) My boyfriend had sent a vacation plan for this Spring in Vermont. And that was good to think about. Not scary.

I got out one of my Borders' journals (remaindered at $5.99), and started to journal. Wrote about my need to make a chart of character's names for the book. I'm forgetting what I called minor characters in first chapter. I could track some events so I don't do a scene over (as I did today). I need to write about the growing conviction that I will write this novel and will rewrite it and then will revise it. And, that is my goal. And maybe doing this is bottom line of what is scaring me After years of relative silence, I feel like I'm yelling fron the roof, "Hey, look at me. I'd like you to read this."

In the last chapter I've done, I left my main character phoning a friend who had written her she was feeling suicidal. What's going to happen?
I don't know. In fact, am I going to kill her off? Poor Leona, I really don't want to do her in, but probably will.

I've introduced the love interest. Where is that going? And, and, and...so many questions. Got to slow down. Don't write today. Clean the kitchen I think. I've been writing a lot each day for quite a while. Maybe a day's rest. Or I could go back to a short story I had promised myself to copy and mail to some friends.

I suddenly realize and laugh, here I am writing to decompress from writing. The problem is also the cure- wish I could say that more beautifully. Maybe, the terror's answer is within that dark terrible place you go, fingers moving quickly, not knowing what will be next.

The process of writing reminds me of going through the waves at the ocean and beyond. I've never done that. But, where I am now, my feet aren't touching bottom. So, I'll do some prosaic things to ground me and then move out in the water again.

I'm so so lucky to be in this place. But, ah, it is not comfortable this minute.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

A Weekend Writing and Creativity Workshop in Marblehead, MA!

A Journey into the Imagination!
Three Day Workshop
Led by Emily Hanlon
Marblehead, Massachusetts
December 1st - 4th, 2005


If you follow the path of creativity, you will be amazed at what is inside you.
Where your high energy workshop will show you how!

  • Welcome the unknown into your writing
  • Mine your first draft for the jewels
  • Trust your imagination -- give it the lead!
  • Make the all-important move out of self and into the life of your characters.
  • Enjoy the support and the fun of sharing your writing in a support circle.
  • Critiquing is always supportive and will inspire you to go deeper and take the risks passionate writing demands.


The workshop is for writers of all levels. If you have been to any of Emily's past workshops, this workshop will build on and deepen the work you have done as well as bring the first timer into the magical world of the imagination!

We will stay at the elegant Harbor Light Inn in the gorgeous colonial town of Marblehead, Massachusetts.

Explore Marblehead and the rest of the Workshop at:

http://www.thefictionwritersjourney.com/Marblehead_2005.htm

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

It's in the Details

I'd never heard of the book UP IN THE OLD HOTEL. An on-line writer friend sent it to me. I was surprised. Was not expecting a gift from her. We are in an on-line writing group, but gifts aren't a norm. But, Barbara, that is her name, decided I needed this book.

The author is Joseph Mitchell. The book is a compilation of three of his books (all being collections of essays he wrote for "The New Yorker") from the decade before the Great Depression to the late l960's. The essays focus on the vivid but usually unseen people, places, and happenings in the underbelly of New York.

Both Barbara and I had lived for many years in New York. Both relished the city's raucous possibilities, glitz, glamour, raw honesty, ugly beauty, and its opportunity to let us be anonymous and to have the space to explore ourselves.

The book is a treasure. Mr. Mitchell has written about walking around ancient cemeteries in sparsely populated parts of Staten Isaland looking for wildflowers on graves whose markers have sunk into the soil; about the men who worked and walked, casually, on the dizzingly high steel girders that rose as Manhattan's skyline was built; and up-close looks at how the thirties economic crash affected the less affluent in the city.

In one of the Depression-era pieces, Mitchell writes about a couple who had been living for a year in a sewer "cave" in Central Park. A "good soul" local landlord discovered them and offered them a temporary rent-free apartment. Mitchell's editor at the "Herald Tribune" sent him to interview the couple.

He found them poor, down they said, to their last seven cents after buying two sandwiches and a carton of milk for lunch. Mitchell wrote the story and it ran on the newspaper's front cover. A deluge of letters and contributions as well as two job offers poured in.

Mitchell immediately headed to their apartment with the money, totaling $88.00, and the two job offers He encountered an angry landlord. "What'd you write about them for? I've had all sorts of people over here. Baskets of food, mail, money...it's insane." (Mitchell with the couple's permission had included their address.)

The landlord said,"You go in and see what you've created." Mitchell found the couple stone drunk, balloons floating around the ceiling. The woman said they reminded her of the circus. The man was smoking a big cigar and both were a long way from their cave misery .

When Mitchell tried to give them the money and the job offers, the woman became angry. "Why did you lie about us? You said we had only seven cents left. We had seventy cents. We have some pride." And despite more efforts to leave the money and job information, the woman grabbed her gin bottle and screamed for Mitchell to get the ** out of her apartment. He scooted and the bottle of gin flew over his head and broke on the wall.

"I laughed," he wrote. "And I hadn't been laughing very much. Reporting during the thirties was not much fun. Finding scene afer scene of deprivation, crisis and financial disaster. "So I bought them another bottle of gin and had it delivered" A couple of weeks later, curious, Michell dropped by the apartment and was told by the landlord that one night a chauffeur-drived Cadillac with an affluent looking passenger had come and scooped up the couple.

"I'm going to put them to work," the Caddy owner said, and they were off. Mitchell got this Good Samaritan's address and in about a year looked him up. "I'd like to know how the couple is doing" he asked. The man laughed. "Well, they worked real hard for a couple of months and then just took off. Said they were going back to the Park. To tell you the truth, I think living in the cave had soured them for inside living. Who knows?"

Mitchell writes what the reader does not expect to hear. About the bearded lady who describes the inside workings of the professional "freak show" life and introduces him to her fourth husband who she spends most of her time cooking elaborate dinners for when not at work or on a tour.

Then there was the Reverand Mr. James Jefferson Davis Hall, a self appointed
preacher to men and women in New York's Bowery. Although he was an ordained Episcopal priest, Hall chose to refer to himself as "having the gutter as my pulpit." Mitchell's account described how Rev. Hall's loud sermons which were delivered in an oddly disquieting voice had the power to make even nonbelievers, even Mr.Mitchell, feel just a little Uneasy.

According to Reveand Hall, he had gone into the Louisiana swamps for a year and practiced screaming invectives to snakes and invisible degenerates and prophesizing the tortures of hell.

Mr. Mitchell followed the Reverand around the city and noted how he was particuarly worried about the female drinkers.

"Free livers!" he would yell. "They've gone hog-proud and hog-wild, wearing britches, wearing uniforms, straining their joints for generations to come with high-heel shoes. They're turning into Indians. Their mouths smeared and smiddled and smoolded with paint. And their cheeks, and their fingernails And what color do they pick? Old Scratch's favorite. The mark of the beast."

Mitchell's work resonates the atmosphere of this city I love. His prose is compelling. It is crisp and able to create interesting and often heartwarming scenes without sentimentality. Mitchell wrote from his heart. His interviews resonate with his genuine interest in his subjects. He cared about the recipe for cocunut custard pie which the 87 year old Black man had whipped up for him to take home. He knows the people he interviews are part of the city's blood and that is part of him. There is no separation or sense of condescension.

It's the kind of writing I try to do. Making each piece, word, and characterization honest to the bone. (Published by Vantage books. $l6.00 paperback.) Claire Holcomb

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Dancing With Fear...another writer's thoughts.

What follows is a comment that came through on a blog that Claire put up. I loved what the writer said and so am pasting it for all of us to read.

Posting comments to the blog entries is very inspiring for all of us! We need more commenting, so join in. You never know when what you say will inspire another writer!



Claire,

Thanks so much for your thoughts on "dancing with fear."

Don't writers dance with fear each time we sit down to write in search of something that we've never heard or seen before? Writing, like life, doesn't offer any guarantees; some days it feels like we're dancing on a thin wire without a net.

Do you know the Hasidic story that suggests life is like a very narrow bridge? The trick to crossing is not to be afraid. And it's true, isn't it?

There are some days when the wire and the fear vanish... and the dance of our words on the page (and our own dance through life) is pure joy.

Many thanks to you and Emily for such a thoughtful blog.

Bruce

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Interested in the Origins of Halloween, Samhaim or Celtic spirituality? Here's an interesting and fun site...

What's here on the blog is just a taste. There's lots more!

http://www.crystalinks.com/halloween.html

Halloween is a holiday celebrated on the night of October 31, usually by children dressing in costumes and going door-to-door collecting candy. It is celebrated in much of the Western world, though most commonly in the United States, the United Kingdom, the Republic of Ireland, Canada and sometimes in Australia and New Zealand. Irish, Scots and other immigrants brought older versions of the tradition to North America in the 19th century. Most other Western countries have embraced Halloween as a part of American pop culture in the late 20th century.

Halloween's origins date back to the ancient Celtic festival of Samhain (pronounced sow-in). It is the time between Samhain (pronounced "SOW-in" in Ireland, SOW-een in Wales, "SAV-en" in Scotland or even "SAM-haine" in non Gaelic speaking countries) and Brigid's Day "the period of little sun." Thus, Samhain is often named the "Last Harvest" or "Summer's End". The Earth nods a sad farewell to the God.

We know that He will once again be reborn of the Goddess and the cycle will continue. This is the time of reflection, the time to honor the Ancients who have gone on before us and the time of 'Seeing" (divination). As we contemplate the Wheel of the Year, we come to recognize our own part in the eternal cycle of Life.

While almost all Celtic based traditions recognize this Holiday as the end of the "old" year, some groups do not celebrate the coming of the "new year" until Yule. Some consider the time between Samhain and Yule as a time which does not even exist on the Earthly plane. The "time which is no time" was considered in the "old days" to be both very magickal and very dangerous. So even today, we celebrate this Holiday with a mixture of joyous celebration and 'spine tingling" reverence.

The Celts, who lived 2,000 years ago in the area that is now Ireland, the United Kingdom, and northern France, celebrated their New Year on November 1.

This day marked the end of summer and the harvest and the beginning of the dark, cold winter, a time of year that was often associated with human death.

Celts believed that on the night before the new year, the boundary between the worlds of the living and the dead became blurred.

On the night of October 31, they celebrated Samhain, when it was believed that the ghosts of the dead returned to Earth.


http://www.crystalinks.com/halloween.html

And don't forget to let us know what you think. Claire and I would love to see more feedback on the blog. It's easy, just click on "comment" below. It's lonely in cyberspace, even for two fanciful, creative free fallers like Claire and myself!

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Diary of Fear

The review of Joan Didon's new book came to me on line. I had read another review , but this one was formidable/shattering. I realized I was not going to have the courage to read this book this year.

It is about the unexpected death of Didon's husband after a forty year marriage. She keeps his shoes irrationally knowing that he won't be able to return unless he has his shoes. Both she and he were writers, who worked together in the same house or apt; she reports she would have need to speak to him many times a day, 24, 59, more. And his death has not changed that; only the possibility of a response has been changed. (That line is lifted from review.)

I write the friend who forwarded the review to me and thank her. Say I will not be reading this book this year. I am too frightened of what Didon calls The Broken Man (death). I have had the usual deaths in my life for a woman my age, parents, loved grandparents, aunts, one good friend, old lovers, one husband after I had separated from him. But, now, in my sixties, happy with my significant other. Sharing with him the fears of age; the plans of living now/in the moment/making the most of what we have. The idea of losing that, I try to avoid. Deny it, run from it, make pacts with magical thinking. Hope I will die first. Pray I will die first.Think what a bloody coward I am. Nag him to have his yearly physical while I put off my own.

The friend who forwarded the review is 70. Her 40 year old son died four months ago. I know so many people who have had Didon's experience of life shattering from a death that was not supposed to happen. Death after death rotates in memory when I watch out for the Broken Man.

There seems so much to fear. I still keep my childhood fear of snakes. Snakes writhing up through the floorboards. No place to hide. Cancers, surprise cardiac arrest, stroke and death at a Pittsburgh baseball game.

How do we exist every day without having a part of us always looking away from reality and into our wishful, desperater mirror magic.

Is everyone as scared as I am? My aunt once said there were two kinds of women. Those whose husbands were still alive, and those whose husbands were gone. The same could be said of losing children. Not right. Not in the plan of things for a parent to lose a child. But was the Holacaust in the plan of things...or Katrina or Iraq.

Again I wonder if everyone dances with fear as often as I do.

Another reason perhaps to write. Lose myself in history, mystery, another world outside this fragile one I exist in. Here I can Xerox papers, have them bound. Make the product safe. Can even copyright it. How safe is that.

I wish she had not sent the review.

It is time to make lunch, read some in my mystery novel, and then move back to writing. I am safe there. But the dinner meatloaf is cooking. And with that preparation comes expectation of regularily and routine and safety. A lie. Claire Holcomb